Monthly Archives: January 2011

Jealousy

I’ve been jealous before, then again who hasn’t. I try not to let these kind of things get between my friendship. Once my friend got the xbox360 before I did and he was being a complete prick about it,(excuse my language lol) Before he got that thing we used to talk alot and go outside, but all he wanted to do now was play xbox. He finally realized that he gave up our friendship for a electronic. My friend was jealous of me cause I finally had the nerve to ask this girl to home coming but the problem was he liked her too. Before I asked her I asked him if it was okay, He said it was okay but I know now It really wasent. He spent weeks ignoring me but i didnt know why, I was thinking to myself “do i smell or something? Cause he hasent spoken to me for weeks” Then he bumped into to me and glared then i knew something was up. I later confronted him and he told me the whole story. I told him I was sorry for letting a girl get between us, probably in the future something like this wont happen again. My advice is if they say its okay its usually not and you gotta press on till they spill the beans


New goals I guess.

I feel like, I didn’t even bother to lift up a finger. In order to strive and succeed over my fellow class mates, I’m going to actually have to work(Which I find to be a drag). At this rate no college would accept me, well if I tried out for a community college, but thats just a waste of time and money. Well, since I get a new slate I’m going to over achieve this semester in order to pass with flying colors. I no longer care If people call me “nerd” cause I decide to pay attention in class. I’ll be able to do this with my dad guiding me through these few years in highschool, Cause I know he wants me to be independent when im out on my own. My reputation is kinda of butchered at the moment, “this kid is lazy” I want to turn that around so they’ll be like Oh I thought wrong. As my father once told me,  Not even god himself can help you if you cant help yourself, I usually don’t listen to his preachings cause people say i’m stereotypical, Cause I’m in an asian house hold. Then again im the oldest son in the family so I gotta set an example for my younger sister who’s doing better than I am anyways.  This semester im aiming or 85+ in my grades so I can redeem myself for once and not dissapoint people that I care about.